To get love is to lie… February 13, 2007
Posted by Sandeep in Relationships.Tags: emotional, ideas, Love, nostalgic
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First it was a just a day, then it became week, now it is a whole month. Yes, my dear friends, ‘February’ is now termed as the ‘The Month of love’. Now, not for an hour, or day, or a week, but you have to make up various excuses to silly people, that too whole of the month, to justify why don’t you have a girl friend. Anyway, it is not the subject matter of this post.
The inspiration behind this post is a TV serial ‘Just Mohabbat’ (in Hindi, means ‘Just love’ in English) which is almost 7-8 years old. But hopefully in order to celebrate this love month, POGO channel is telecasting all of its episodes once again. When I was kid, it was my favorite TV serial which I used to watch with a lot of fervor (and emotions, feelings blah blah you understand child’s foolishness). I saw one episode in which the leading character lies to get some love. This got my attention. Is it just to lie to get love? I did a lot of introspection on that…
I have lied a many times, ok, to get love… I have lied to my teacher that project is made by me (when I copied it from internet), I lied to my mom that foodstuff is made by me for her (when I originally ordered it from the neighborhood restaurant), I have lied to many girls that I go to gym in the morning (I miserably failed at convincing them when they saw my biceps which are not even the size of a straw), I lied to my neighbor that I don’t know about his dog, when actually it was me who took the dog out of the village and left him there only (you know he was used to bark at night), I mean innumerable times I have did this. Ok enough of jokes; I want a serious viewpoint on this.
There are two viewpoints to this. 1) What if someone lies to get your love? Will you forgive him? 2) Have you ever lied to get someone’s love? (Don’t be narrow minded, love can be of anyone). You should forget the one who have lied to you, simply because he* lied to you because he loves you, he knows if he will speak the truth it will hurt you. You, including me, should not get angry if someone’s lie to us just to get our love or sympathy. Why be so angry?
Lies are not bad things… they are just the inability to accept the realities. Reality is sometime full of uncertainties… lie is one’s way of diverging from such uncertainties. After lying one become aware of the consequences, at least he knows what is going to happen. To be serious, if I ever lied it is only because I did it for someone’s benefit. Everyone says lies to save someone’s day are just fine.
*I have used ‘he’, I don’t try to be gender biased, and you can use ‘she’ if you want… 
(DAMN footnotes)
Restless & Settled emotions… February 4, 2007
Posted by Sandeep in Poetry.Tags: emotional, nostalgic, poems, procrastination
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As aspirations fall down,
Like dew on green grass;
Few things I remember from past,
Few famous smiles and frowns
Encouraging comments and disheartening taunts.
As I recollect,
The scene ought to be the best,
Me smiling, running, jumping,
To reach for the crest;
Oh ye spot the difference now,
Same me, same scene;
But still difference in me
How poor I can be, you may guess;
Laying down in my bed,
And thinking how I can win,
While doing the rest.
- Written by me
ok we all have this habit, when we go to bed and before sleep we think about some thing, person, idea, place, emotions, feelings a lots of unmentionable things. I think about my failures. I think about my rejections. I think about my plans which have miserably failed… I remember few inspirational songs… I remember few nice comments… some taunts… I recall how enthusiastic I was… I listen voices… “Sandeep bhaiya, when I grow up I want to be like you, head boy“- (of my 6-7 year old friend), ” Sandeep you are intelligent, but be quiet in the class” -(of my computer teacher), “I know your calibre, that’s why I give you opportunities”- (my english teacher), “You are such a prominent person that you are being watched” – (my school principal), “You will suceed, ofcourse” (my coaching sir)
I find ways so I can escape all these, I think about my future plans. Then about a sweet and the most lovable person of my life… and then I fall asleep to sweet dreams…
As I sip through the cup of tea… January 22, 2007
Posted by Sandeep in Random Post.Tags: Creativity, nostalgic
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Standing alone, and thinking for sometime, I wonder about the dreams that are no more dreams. But have become reality, I wonder, as I sip through the cup of tea. Everything is finished and remaining ashes falling from nowhere.I wonder about the dreams that are yet to become reality. I see an untrodden path in front of me, inviting me for a whole new adventure. But some memories and mistakes holding me back. I develop new ideas to escape this world, as I make my last sip through the cup of tea.
Busy June 18, 2006
Posted by Sandeep in Random Post.Tags: dreams, funny, nostalgic, people
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My computer has become very dusty. I think, it is all over now. After all, my computer was with me for more than 4 years like a true friend. He (yes he, how can a computer be female?) has become dusty and outdated, maybe aged now. I don’t care much for him now. Sitting in the corner my computer envy me. And asks, are you the same guy who used to decorate and clean up my whole thing every weekend? Ok my job is done now, but I have served you my lord, I deserve some sympathy from you.
In-between, I see a dusty and a broken laptop in my dreams. Maybe, it is the future of a new notebook computer I am eyeing to buy.
People change with time, what about computers?
